Spring cleaning of the brain

It's the return of emotional brain-lint! Or something like it!

I suppose I should apologize again--I'm not entirely sure why I'm in such a foul mood, but the fact remains that I am. I'm having weird mood swings (from sad to angry to relatively not-sad and back to sad again) and no strange food cravings and it just hit me that I might be suffering from chocolate-withdrawal. Whatever it is, it would be awesome if it stopped.

Perhaps it's simply that I've forced happiness from my brain for the past few weeks and now it's throwing in the towel--the Anat.-Phys. people would be able to tell me what exactly in my brain has crashed, but frankly it doesn't matter. The point stands: I am miserable and prone to fits of tantrum-esque behavior.

And goddamn it, it's about time I nut up (figuratively, of course) and just fucking do something about it. I have a PLAN.

Step 1: Chocolate. Who gives a damn that it's pretty close to dinner time? Mint chocolate is heaven on earth.

Step 2: Stupid, ridiculous, wonderful music videos. Thank you, Japan + Youtube. Your babies make me happy, even if they're color-blind and uncoordinated as hell.

Step 3: My favorite books and comics and stories and movies. Especially the ones involving sci-fi nerdery. Hello, sandworms!

Step 4: Sleep.

And there it is. I'll have to report back and see if it actually works, but it seems pretty damn solid to me.

Also, I need to spend more time with the Triduum, watching movies like New Moon or Tank Girl or, God forbid we ever see something this bad again: From Chandni Chowk to China.